As the weeks passed my bump grew. But
I'd been too scared to tell anyone I was pregnant.
I knew that everyone would be sooooo happy when I told them
I am pregnant,
I just couldn't bare the pity which was sure to follow once
I'd told them about her heart condition.
So i didn't tell anyone,
I just let them notice the bump, most of the time
I don't even tell them about her heart condition...just smile and nod, thanking them for their words of congratulations.
I always wonder if they can tell, if they can sense that i am not as cheery as an expectant mam should be a few weeks before her child is born...